♈ - Fatalism

from by The Homestuck Fan Musicians



Your life was so miserable oh such a waste!
It’s all cause your friends had just spat in your face.
You used to be fearful that you’d make mistakes, but
your meekness and sweetness have faded away.
And under it all now your blood starts to boil;
You’ll make them all pay for your trouble and toil!
Your boyfriend was cheating and left you distraught.
But Meenah was meaner oh who would’ve thought
that her actions intended to help you along;
and you must know somehow that she wasn’t wrong.
The future is coming; they’ll just have to wait,
but you are determined they’ll all meet their fate.


Why do you feel that we’re always against
something that detriments good consequence?
Why do you try to advocate strife;
living an alternate life?

The Handmaiden comes as a beacon of doom;
she reshapes the past as you watch from your room,
and now looking back you can see what she’s done.
The battle is over but who really won?
You’re being controlled by a glimmering voice;
there’s nothing to do ‘cause theres really no choice;
You’re damned if you do and you’re damned if you don’t.
You want to rebel but you know that you wont
be yourself if you do, how could you go on?
You’re trying to help but what’s right is also what’s wrong
but you have to believe
that you are a person the world really needs.



from Beforus, released April 12, 2016
♈ - Fatalism by Neon Zenith

Art by Amelia G.


tags: experimental




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